Birk Rohelend

I wish it would be over
And least a year had passed
I cannot fall yet lower
I fear I can not last

Forever you’ve been dying
Or so at least it seems
Forever we’ve been lying
Or so at least it feels

I wish I would be older
I wish I would be strong
I wish I would be bolder
I wish I could be wrong

Another minute falling
down all that empty space
Another name you’re calling
someone who crossed your pace

So deep and dark is endlessness
Your cries hurt in my head
I suffocate all tenderness
My eyes melt at your bed

I wish it would be over
At least a year or so
It still keeps getting colder
This time will come, I’m told…

But I can not believe it

kutse seksile nr 1:
“Tere!”

kutse seksile nr 2:
mul on tissid

kutse seksile nr 3:
vaata, ma kannan seelikut

kutse seksile nr 4:
“Tule minuga kohvile?”

kutse seksile nr 5 (hardcore!):
“Sa oled nii tore!”

kutse seksile nr 6:
telefonisõnum

kutse seksile nr 7:
helistan sulle, et küsida, kuidas sul läheb

kutse seksile nr 8:
“Ma tunnen ka X-i”

kutse seksile nr 9:
kiidan midagi, mida sa teed

kutse seksile nr 10 (way too direct!):
“Mul on igav. Mis sa teed praegu?

I wonder
Did I ever ask
Your name, your age, your PIN?
I shudder
What a silly task!
My fame, my shame, my sin

Your fingertips are way too cold
Yes, freezing. Can I help?
I am afraid I am too bold
I can’t control myself

You smile
A perfect smile to me
My stupid heart explodes
I hide
My face, my fear, my crave
My feelings in all loads

I listen
While you play this tune
It resonates in emptiness
I fall
Down all those rigid stairs
To utter, perfect loneliness

Your fingertips are way too cold
Yes, freezing. I will help.
In secret thoughts your hands I hold
In steaming, beaming inner self

There lived a girl whose name was Birk
Oh my, they said - Oh, what a name!
She was alone, lived for her work
Oh my, they said - Oh, what a shame!

Then one bright day she met a boy
Whose name I won’t yet tell
He somehow made her to a toy
And drag her through the hell

Five years went past, she didn’t die
How come? I wouldn’t know
Five years she lived a bloody lie
And then received a blow

Well… yes, what happened? I can’t say
She somehow broke the spell
Some days went past, she walked away
Released her rebel yell

Weird things then suddenly went on
She met herself in mirror
Then recognized a way, went on
And found a different hero

ükskord, kui ma suren
siis te armastate mind
siis te suudlete mu huuli
siis te mäletate mind

enne möödun nähtamatult
ennast riietades halli
pärast üsna häbematult
näitan ära kõik, mis kallis

oma süsimusta sisu
valges kirstus välja laotan
oma helevalged huuled
viimseks naeratuseks paotan

sest et ükskord, kui ma suren
siis sa igatsed mu silmi
siis mind enda hinges hoiad 
siis mind täis kõik allpool pilvi

I’m in love with death and you
with death my love is longer
until it stops I split in two
my love for you is stronger

Each day I pray I wouldn’t wake
I wake and then I cry
Each day I wake and cry and fake
to kill my love I try

A cheating woman - what a sin!
I cannot ditch you both
I pull my eyes out with a pin:
you two shall merge in one again!
and I will keep my oath

kuidas sa julged
ära minna
kui sa kunagi pole veel vaadanud mind
kui sa kunagi pole veel
puutunud sisu
kui kõik, mis sind rahuldas,
oli vaid pind?

kuidas sa suudad
veel minuga rääkida
kui sa kunagi pole kuulanud mind
kuidas sa tohid
silmad jäädavalt sulgeda
surra, lahkuda, minna
ilma tundmata mind

ja ma seisan ja vaatan
ma ei oskagi muud
olen olemas mujal, teistes sfäärides lendan
kui ma kukun, siis suren
kaon sinna, kust tulin
sinu mälestust unenägudes emban